What is Rejection?
Rejection is a feeling we generate within ourselves when our targeted prospect appears to rebuff us. But it is the situation that is being turned down, not you. A famous Hollywood actress once joked about the many “rejections” she received before achieving her ultimate success. Of the various roles for which she auditioned, she was, she laughed, “too fat, too thin, too short, too tall, too glamorous, too plain, and on and on.” In other words, she learned that rejection is temporary and situational. In fact, this actress, who is a very “Pretty Woman,” also admitted to having been rejected numerous times by the opposite sex. So you see, everyone on this planet has been rejected by someone, somewhere at some time or other.
In a vast, ever-moving sea of five billion people, your quota of rejection may actually be smaller than you think. According to a couple of Webster’s many definitions of rejection, the word can simply mean “to refuse to take,” or “to decline.”
Do you suppose flowers feel rejected if you don’t pick them? No, they can bask in their beauty whether anyone picks them or not. Do animals at the pet store feel rejected if you are unable to give them a good home? Who knows, but your rejection of the pet does not mean it is an unworthy animal. And most likely, the little animal will attract the right home despite many “rejections.”
Let’s take this definition game a bit further. If we look up “rejection” in Roget’s Thesaurus, we find corresponding terms like “setback” and “reverse.” These are not quite so scary as a downright refusal. Setbacks are only delays, and reverse just means to turn around and keep going until you find the right direction.
Curiously, rejection can be one of your guardian angels. Rejection may be an indicator of wrong timing, the wrong pathway, or the wrong situation for you. Rejection may be fate barring you from an even worse experience than being turned down. Rejection may mean that you’ve been spared a limited partnership with someone who is not quite on your wavelength. Or rejection can be nature’s way of telling you to reassess who you are and what you want.
Rejection In Dating
Rick, a 35-year-old single man, submitted a personal ad with his photo to an internet dating service. While he received both favorable and unfavorable responses, he discovered what the famous actress had learned: a rejection can indicate that it is just not the right time and place for what you are seeking.
“I was too bald for one person and not bald enough for another person; too young or too old,” Rick said, expressing frustration. But he learned something important about rejection: “I began to question where I really fit in; I read magazine articles about other people like myself. I decided I needed to broaden my horizons and interests. The rejections were not about my age and hairstyle. I had to reevaluate how I was presenting myself, and to whom. Maybe my ads weren’t being seen by people compatible with who I am.”
Rejection is a feeling of powerlessness that can make you falsely feel you are not in control. Someone turned you down; the final decision was in their hands. But you are in control; that is the key. As an adult, you have the power to let rejection work for you, not against you.
When you feel rejected, it is nature’s way of telling you to take the power back. Rejection is just a stepping stone to get you from one side of the river to the other, or shall we say, one goal at a time. Rejection can be momentary. The situation may change, or the targeted date may change his/her mind at another time. Rejection is just a healthy signal to move on, for the moment.
What Rejection Is Not
Rejection is not failure.
But a rejection can make you feel that you have failed. It is this feeling of failure which it becomes necessary for us to conquer. Otherwise, a simple turn-down can be blown out of proportion to reality.
The sense of failure you experience may be telling you that you are taking on too much responsibility for the situation. Many reasons exist as to why another person may say “no”, and those reasons are rarely a personal attack on you. Stop and think twice before you let other people’s “cold-shoulder” cause you to feel like an unacceptable human specimen. You don’t know what is going on in their lives. They may already be attached, they may have health or financial problems, they could be moving to another state, they may be afraid of being hurt, they may be unhappy with their job, or their dog could have just died.
Rejection is not a total loss, even though it feels that way at first. We just met the one person who we think is everything we have been looking to find… and to our absolute shock and dismay, that person has the temerity to turn us down. Will we ever meet anyone like this again?
In a world of millions of single people, the possibilities of who you can meet defy imagination, especially as the world grows much smaller through computers and more social mobility. This temporary feeling of loss is a grieving for the intimacy we hoped we had, at last, found. And it slipped through our fingertips by a single “no.”
What did you do wrong? What did you say wrong? Why doesn’t the other person see your compatibility with him or her? While it can be helpful to analyze your appearance or your approach, don’t sweat the small stuff. You met someone in a fleeting moment; it was simply an opportunity that didn’t come to pass. You never lost what you never had. The person or situation simply may not be as compatible as you first thought it to be. And, “the fish that got away” makes room for a whole new school of fish that will swim in your direction.
Rejection is Not Final
You may run into that potential great love again and see each other differently. Why not keep the door open? You never know what can come out of a chance encounter: maybe a friendship or a good business connection.
Suzanne is a cheerful, middle-aged woman who refuses to accept rejection. She follows up until people absolutely slam the door in her face. Eventually one of her rejecters matched her up with his best friend.
“Another man who blew me off in the worst way asked me out a year later,” Suzanne said. “He explained that he hadn’t been ready for anyone like me when we first met; but when he looked me up a year later, we had a great time together.”
Rejection is not a terminal illness unless you make it so in your mind. Rejection is not a stopping point, only a detour. And anyone’s rejection of you is not a finalized evaluation of you or your character. Only you and those close to you can determine that.
Another woman, Kyra, was rejected by a good-looking younger man who lived next door to her best friend Elise. Kyra was not looking or feeling her best before this happened; so she was unconsciously sending out an unpleasant signal to people. She dressed in baggy jeans, seldom wore makeup, and had a perpetual “bad hair day.”
Two weeks later, Kyra visited her friend Elise again, but her appearance and manner had changed. Kyra was feeling better about herself in general and it showed. She and Elise were going out to a concert. So Kyra had taken time to create a fluffy new hairstyle for herself and she had donned an elegant, form-fitting black dress. The young man spotted her again and said “Is that the same woman? I want to go out with her!” Kyra’s outer appearance changed when she felt better about herself.
Moral of the story: “When you feel good on the inside, you want to look good on the outside.” Kyra had invested time and energy in herself. And it was her new self-confidence that attracted the young man.
Real-Life Revelation
Leo is a very successful businessman in the boardroom, but not in the bedroom. Whenever he would see a woman who attracted him, Leo would become a jangle of nerves.
“I would turn to putty inside,” Leo said. “I couldn’t get my words out, and I felt like a blithering idiot.” Leo had to cross over a big gully that we all face, working up the confidence to initiate a conversation. When Leo came to me as a client, I encouraged him to practice by talking with women in the supermarket. Together, Leo and I came up with a few opening lines that were comfortable for him.
For example, since he likes guacamole anyway, I asked him to approach women in the market and ask them: “Can you help me find a ripe avocado, please?” His homework assignment was to ask this question of every female he spotted in the market, whether he was attracted to each woman or not. With practice, Leo became less inhibited and more comfortable chatting with women. In fact, soon he was sharing recipes with several ladies he confronted.
Well, before you know it, Leo progressed from the supermarket to the mall, then the health club, and even to his church. With each scenario, I gave him a new opening line to use over and over again with women until his fear turned to confidence. Leo soon developed the leonine boldness of a lion. He must have been radiating self- assurance, because ironically the woman he is now dating is a lady who first approached him! Leo told me, though, that he would never have been able to maintain a conversation with her if he had not overcome his fear of rejection first.
How To Change Your Perception of Rejection
We put our own attitudes on situations we encounter. While a rejection can be a very real, painful rebuff, it is the meaning we attach to it that matters, not the rejection itself.
Joel is an older man who felt rejected in childhood because his family was poor. He had carried this attitude with him all his life; it affected both his business and social life. Every time anyone so much as hesitated while speaking to him, Joel took it as a personal rejection. In reality, people were quite interested in Joel for himself and his many fine qualities. But because of his “shame” of having once been poor, he wouldn’t even give most people a chance to know him. Joel was rejecting them, even though he thought other people were rebuffing him.
We all encounter early rejections in childhood; the secret is to learn that this is a part of life. Rejection is part of the selection process in getting ahead, or finding the right path, or finding the right love.
Perhaps one of the worst shocks about rejection is to be turned down for having qualities you deem worthy in a relationship: kindness, thoughtfulness, humor, loving, and giving. You open up and express these sterling characteristics, and are passed over for someone with lesser gifts. Anyone who rejects you at your best cannot open to the best. The rejection is not the loss it appears to be. You do not have to stop being you. It is possible for you to be cautious without giving up spontaneity and generosity, and to be attractive without being flamboyant.
A major real estate company teaches its sales personnel to regard rejection as “not enough communication.” To broaden this concept, the reject-or and the reject-ee may not have communicated with sincerity or positive reinforcement. One or the other, or both, may not know how to say what they mean, or may need to learn new self- expression skills.
Body language is important, and it can be a fun exercise to take note of “body talk.” People “talk” with their hands, their eyes, their eyebrows, and their head movements. Think about what you are communicating by the way you talk, listen, stand, or sit. Voice tones and facial expressions are our best cues as to what is really being communicated. If you detect both a “yes” and a “no” by the other person’s manner, draw that person out with a positive statement about their self-expression.
You could simply say, “I’m enjoying this; could we talk more sometime?” Then, if one of you doesn’t reach the other, perhaps you will another time. Learn from the encounter.
With each rejection, you can only move closer to success. Whether you are selling real estate or selling yourself as life-partner potential, before you “close” that major deal you will have greeted many lookey-loos.
How to Move Beyond Rejection
Practice makes perfect.
What you can glean from rejection experiences can give you a confidence unlike any you have ever experienced. How you handle the rejection can be a powerful exercise in mastering any runaway emotions that get stirred up within you.
Do you feel worthless after being rejected? If so, how could you take charge over your feelings and handle the situation differently?
A middle-aged woman named Jessica was once painfully rejected by a man who had had a bad day, and he chose her to “dump on.” Jessica felt like a discarded rag afterward. Challenging herself to “just come out ahead,” she wrote the man a letter expressing her regret at their miscommunication and the poor timing. She laid out her intentions and honest motives. Jessica also pointed out that his unkind, exaggerated viewpoint of her was not quite true. The letter had a calm, non-threatening, easygoing tone. She did not even expect a response.
“I wrote him the letter just to end the situation on a positive note,” she said. The man called her right after he got the letter and apologized, expressing more civil behavior and a great appreciation for Jessica’s thoughtful letter to him.
If the pain of any rejection is stronger than it should be for the experience, then bring the pain all up and work it out of your system. Don’t be afraid to feel old wounds. Go off by yourself, or go to a close friend or relative, and let the ill pain overwhelm you until you can clearly see what that pain is trying to tell you. Emotional pain can be an ally if you let it “talk” to you.
Darlene, a 44-year-old entrepreneur, is a good case in point. She felt horribly rejected after learning her college friend Henry and his family had been in town and not looked her up. “I gave myself all kinds of rejection slips,” she said. “He thinks I’m not on his social level, I’m not on his business level, I don’t have kids and he does, I’m a vegetarian and he isn’t.” As you can see, Darlene was really fishing deep for rejection excuses.
“I cried for days, went to my therapist. When it finally dawned on me that I was creating a monster out of nothing, I realized what really hurt. I had known Henry during the best years of my life. We had been young and carefree, and I missed that time in my life. Another college friend of ours had recently died, and I was grasping to hold on to Henry even though we were not close.”
Darlene called Henry when he returned to his home 2,500 miles away from where she lived. She conveyed how she missed seeing him and would liked to have taken him and his family to dinner. Henry explained to her that on his vacations, he and his family had an iron-clad agreement to spend all their quality time together because their home life was so busy and hectic. He would loved to have seen her otherwise, but he kept his family vacations strictly for family only.
This cleared the air for Darlene who got an honest answer and could let go of her “too sentimental” college feelings that had not been brought up-to-date. “My feelings just didn’t fit the situation,” Darlene said. “They were blocking me socially all the way around.”
Working through outworn feelings is more comfortable in the long run than carrying old wounds confusedly around within you. If you have a cut on your hand, you can do one of three things:
1) leave it alone and it will heal on its own,
2) care for the injury with ointment and band aids and it will heal faster, or
3) pick at the wound and it will never heal.
Emotional wounds are no different. Harboring and picking at those old, stale hurts just keep them recycling through your system where they eventually manifest as illness. What’s more, they can send a red flag to other people that you feel rejected, even when you truly accept yourself and all you are.
Once you’ve expunged a deep-seated emotional wound or misplaced sentiment, then reward yourself by moving on to the next prospects. After a while, rejection may become a motivator, not a deterrent to your progress in everlasting love.
It has always been the assumption you have to be a model and actor/actress to have an online presence and attract a fan base, but that is not the case at all. In fact, the saying, everyone has a different cup of tea is very true in the adult industry as well. This saying stands true for my Swinger community members. In the past, I have been approached and told if I was more selective with my members I would have younger “prettier” members. Does younger and prettier mean that is what everyone desires? Does everyone want a Barbie and a Ken?
I wholeheartedly disagree with this assumption. Everyone is attracted to what they like. Maybe a certain hair color, eye color, tall, curvy, dark skin, light skin, so why pick a community based on just one appearance? The same goes with the adult industry, webcam performers, models, and content creators.
I really became intrigued when she shared with me in our initial email conversation that her shows are based on her scripts. She has over 30 characters she plays, my favorite was her teacher character. I do not want to give it away, as if you tune in to our interview on The Hankie Pankie Podcast, she will share her reasonings behind her brilliant marketing technique.
Easton and Hardy exposed me to the term S/M drag. They define S/M drag as “a word that implies bringing out an alternate persona – to call forth any inner self who plays a role in our fantasies, we can wear the costume to help us become the character”.
Back to S/M drag. What I wear for a scene very much implies what role I am playing. I identify as a switch, with a preference for bottoming. But, I feel more dominant than submissive. 
If I have a scene negotiated and planned where I would be bottoming and submitting to my top, I may wear white, pink, my chastity device, soft makeup or heels. If I have a scene negotiated where I would be topping and dominant, I may wear my thigh high boots, black and dark makeup. 
I got into a long-term relationship with a guy when I was 21. I had no idea that when I met him that I would end up marrying him. And that those few years before I met him would be all the time I had to experiment. Had I missed out? Should I have had more sex with men, been with a girl, maybe had a threesome before I settled down? Maybe so.
When a friend picked out a T-shirt for me when out shopping with the slogan ‘No one knows 
I’d been single about 18 months by the time I eventually matched with any girls on tinder. Just as with guys, I would chat a bit but often nothing would come from it. When I finally set up a meeting with Sarah in a cocktail bar, I got butterflies in my stomach. I was really doing this.
Shortly after she said she needed the toilet and asked if I wanted to go with her. I wasn’t sure if she just wanted some girly company or if she had something naughtier in mind. But I agreed. The bar was fancy and the toilets were downstairs in the basement. Dark, and beautifully styled, with flowers between the washbasins, it wasn’t the usual gross public restroom you encounter, it was quite sexy. I could tell by now that she definitely was into me, and after 3 or 4 drinks I was relaxed enough to just got for it.
Am I bisexual? Yes. It’s not something I feel I need to tell everybody about. Each person’s journey is different and I still don’t really feel the need to label myself or ‘come out’ to every person I meet. However, if anyone asks, I’m totally open about it and happy to share my experiences.
